Given the flood of change coming my way, and the intense pressures to decide on things coming from all directions -- I have taken a new stance. I am not going to decide on "anything" in haste: what stocks to buy, what elemental things to keep/throw away, how to travel, what jobs to keep/lose, what charities to support, what people to bring closer into my life, etc. etc. etc.
I would like to somehow "date" -- but probably not in the traditional sense, or in any sense, because of my age and financial status. I would like to be social -- without being tied down. I would like to go out to dinner with someone -- without making a lifelong commitment. I would like to have friends -- as my schedule opens up, and I am no longer working 60 hours per week. I would like to destress -- and get back to simple exercise: walking, slow running, weights, etc. I would like to simply "fall into" the above patterns, without having to plan them all out like a madman.
I have to "slow down" my brain to make all of the above possible. Sometimes my brain just won't stop.
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