My biggest fear is a crisis that happens everyday. It happens when something awful occurs, and I can do nothing about it but "be patient and try to live through it." Sometimes the bad event is a loss of job, or a diagnosis, or a "fear being realized," or even a success too big to cope with. No matter what it is -- the event makes me feel helpless to forfend it, helpless to stop it or even slow it's happening, just plain human helpless.
I am only human -- and that is my biggest and most complete vulnerability. While I may comprehend what is happening to me -- I am always helpless to stop it. Yikes.
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